Must it ends this way?

I always look forward for Sundays when it comes to reading news ... in all papers...
Just read HM and UM...

Looks like the news were more focusing on relationships -marriage. Some covered on divorce, some on marrital problems that would lead to divorce... Must it ends this way?

During my younger days or the early day of my marriage, I don't see this as an issue but nowadays problems in marriage are freely and openly dicsussed in media especially those of the celebrities... Is it a trend? or no longer a taboo? Only God knows why?

But I still believe marriage is something sacred ... two souls travelling the pathway of life as one...that should not be broken ..But today marriage is viewed differently. Some of us sailed thru for merely couple of years..even though the years of courting were declared to be perfect. Some struggle to ensure the institution remains solid and strong. Some lose the battles.... with/without fighthing.... Must it ends this way?

Well maybe the magic word here is LOVE. To me no matter how bad is the situation, if LOVE is still in command, any marriage can survive. It takes two to tango... So its a duty of both husband and wife.

As we grow older and wiser, when we found that our other half are not the person that we've known before and when we`are just like desperate souls .... we should be looking for a tune-up or a major revamp and ... we should search for one miracle tip that will whip our marriage back into shape... Its the beginning to rekindle the romance and keeps the fire burning...

To my beloved Hubby ... we've gone thru a lot...happiness, sadness and even madness through all these years... and alhamduliilah no matter what it takes and come what may... our LOVE still survives... I hope and pray hard that this LOVE will never end.

Dear hubby, thank you for all the love, patience and understanding ...
May our LOVE remains strong and valid till death do us apart..

To the love birds - Kama & Suzie who are tying the scared knot today..May both of you sail through the unpredictable waves and strong winds of the ocean... :)

Life begins at 40?

This entry is specially dedicated to someone whom I have known for more than 40 years..
Who else ? my own brother ......
I guess finally, you've made it? Congratulations! After all the hardships, difficulties, etc, etc, ...
Its true eh...life begins at 40.?

Personally, I think you deserve it. Well its true, there were many ups and downs... even I myself exeperienced and still experiencing ... but al those searchings before be it high or low, is compensated now.
But bear in mind, the hardships will never end... its just the beginning...

But when you are at the top, dont forget the ppl around you...ppl who have been praying for your victory, ppl who have been sacrificing their time, love and happiness for your sake...

I pray and wish that happiness is always with you, Rosie and the kids.


So when is the 'feast'?

The verdict is on the way!

Not really sure as to whether the verdict is for / against me?
I am dying for the answer ...
As it is now, the situation s very very unpredictable..
God, please give me the strength to face all this ...
Please shower me with your blessings to overcome this..
Deep inside ... I don't want to lose this battle..

A worthwhile wait ka?

Good news for hubby...
After nearly 2 months, the insurance has just approved the claim to repair his Alza.
That would take another month maybe ...
Aiyo what a long wait...
But told him that its better not to rush the workshop.. or else the repair works will be improperly or unprofessionally done.
Pity him for not having any means of transportation for quite sometime..
Last few months my WMK ran amok.... and now its my time to pay back hubby's sacrifices...
Okay ... you may take WMK .. once a while... looks like i have to take a ride from WTE 3535 ka?
Serve him a lesson as well .. to be more careful, cautious in future..
So only God knows if the long wait is worthwhile... :)

Confuse

I am in the state of confusion.
Why must this happened?
What have I done? or haven't I done enuf?
Or perhaps this is one of the tests by HIM...
People got tested in a very different manner..

I know I have to be positive
I've gotta have all the strength
I have to stand tall
I have to speak for my rights

And yet I am alone...

Can I afford to stand on my own?
Or fall without fighting?

If only I could turn back the clock..

I have so many reasons to do so...
Missing my childhood days... if only at that point of time we have the Internet, computer games bla bla bla... I must be the one among my siblings to rush for them...

Missing my school days... how I wish I could get the green light from my fairy god mother a.k.a Pn Hamidah to be one of the school sprinters...

Missing my Uni day, how I wish I could erase the tragic moments of my first 'cinta monyet'.... well flashing back I think I acted so stupid and childish... but perhaps one of the learing processes in life..

.... and now, how I wish I could stay at 25 throughout my life... Why? Because at 25, I was at the peak ...
A practising lawyer with own legal firm....
Not married, voiced out my intention to immigrate to Brunei... but was totally refused and 'positively denied' by parents... Yeah... I know they meant good!

Soon, I am celebrating my 14th anniversary. To all maybe this number equals to 'long, boring and routine' relationship. I agree... but I would add 'experience (be it good or bad), forgive (even though sometimes its damn hard to forget!), respect, trust and love. I think we all experience the same thing. Its just that in order to make it worthwhile, one of us should be strong than the other half. That would probably keeps the fire burning...Insyallah...

why am i writing all this.....

Raya is/was here...

Too late to wish huh? Anyways happy holidays to everyone and I bet you have been enjoying the days...
Well frankly after the 6th Raya now, I'm counting my days to start work again... sounds boring right?

So raya is always as usual... nothing unusual this year. But I guess everyone was shocked with the murder of the millionaire lady and her 3 friends. What a gruesome act of killing... Al Fatihah to all of them. At this point of time, the victims' family members have to be strong... well its easier said than done. Hopefully the media is also playing their role not to report exaggerately ...for the sake of humanity.. All lawyers out there, looks like the profession is badly tarnished. Not being racist here, but I hope this will not lead to any similar incident of May 13... 


Believe it or not... I am still on leave... Something that I have never done since I started earning. Well, maybe this is the unusual thing about this year's raya! Obviously I am not all into Raya mood but most likely enjoying my days with hubby and son.

Lepas ni jangan harap la nak dapat cuti panjang... That is the reason why hubby and I thought it would be good to bring Amir to Genting Highland. Finally, after planning for couple of times before, this time we made it. Since he is only 4, we only managed the indoor games. But it was an experience for him to enjoy the rides.
Nak masuk outdoor theme park, it was a bit late... so maybe next time...which I think will be in couple of years lagi... :).

And I bet after this, hubby will start busy again. I pray hard that whatever he does for the family will be granted and fulfilled. Insyallah.

I am caughing quiete badly now... camner nak buat surprise performance masa Puspanita dinner ni? Lagu dah ada... evergreen lagi! khas untuk kakak-kakak puspanita... semuga anda terhibur...

To Amir, I know that you are happy and enjoy every minute spent with us, abah and mak...We are happy for you...even though sometimes I do 'use' my veto to educate you..

To hubby , have I told you lately that I love you? :)

Nak main outdoor games ... indoor games pun tak cukup tinggi!

First ride ... merry go round

Dgn abah kat dalam 'ikan paus' ......

Why did I look so ;takut;.... nice shot from Amir....

We hope for good news

I did make a call to that goverment's office.
The result will be out soon.. perhaps in October.
Couldn't really wait fot that moment.
Hubby and I are hoping that good news will be announced soon and hoping that ours is one of them...
I even have some plans already..to celebrate that moment!