Thursday, June 28, 2012

MoVe ON!

Whatever happened and about to happen, as a human I think the best solution is go back to basics. GOD knows what's the best for you.

Things seemed to be so haywire for the past few weeks. To err is human. And as human, it is one of its nature to be emotional....Yup I went through those moments of dissatisfaction, in denial, sorrow, dilema ...

At times what happened to us is situational. Like it or not you have to be part of it.... feel it and learn from it..
Be it positive and negative, we have to move on. Time and tide waits for no man....but it extends you with invaluable experience... that may guide your future life..

I never regret and will never look back for worst. The worst thing that happened is actually the sweetest moment... Its actually how we pick up the pieces of lessons learned...chapter by chapter. Among those chapters there are some hopes ...
Perhaps I can see clearly now....  the light at the end of the tunnel...

OVER and DONE?

Its been about one and half months now. Both parents are back home. Mak has just went through her first check up after those grueling moments of nearly 3 months. So far so good. Her health is gradually improving. Even though sometimes her condition is simply unpredictable. But to my naked eyes..I know she is stronger than before.Abah is still wheel chaired. I think he is trying his best to be on his feet again. Improving so far.

Lately office works are very demanding. This has taken my privilege away to visit them everyday. Weekend is the solution but at times weekends equal to attending and managing office duties. ... Sighhhhhh.... This is life. Like it or not, it has to move on. Gotta balance it wisely.

Expected to get a helper soon. At least she can be a helping hand to mak and abah. While Oya is still around and on lonnnnnggg vacation....she is the 'guardian angel' of both grannies. She has done very well so far despite I know sometimes (being young and fickle) she has those moments and tendencies of 'whateva' .... If ever she reads this... I thank her for her continuous presence and be part of those bitter sweet moments.

Mak now has to repeat her visit to HUKM every 3 months (for 2 years). On her third year (if everything's okay) she has to do her check up every 6 months.....
Abah is gradually recovering. I think all of us have been missing the good old days...
Deep inside us - Dear GOD, thank you for all your blessings and the strength that you have bestowed to each and everyone of us.

I continuously pray...
Its Over...
and...
Its Done!

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