I thinK I MiSS HiM

I think I miss him.
He has been away for more than a week now. 

Sometimes I wonder if he ever missed me like I do now..
Practically, I travel more than him..
Leaving both him and lil'Amir ... orang kata tuntutan kerja...
Is the feeling that I feel now is the same like he felt every time I am away...
Hmmhhh maybe...
But I hate this feeling..
Something is missing in my life...

Luckily we now live in the era of advent technology..
I can talk to him any time I want
But at the same time I have my ego as well...
Pretending not to missing him... Huh... what an ego right!

Well after being together for more than 10 years... he knows what's buggin' me and I know what's inside him..

I think we miss each other's company..
Each other's touch
Each other's  affection
Its just that sometimes ....
its better left unspoken..

 

Me and my FeeLing ...

Sighhh... it is meant to be a long one...
Yeah..yeah... my last post was in Feb and it has been about 4 months that I left this blog of mine unattended...

Ready for the lame excuses? Its not that lame or rather not at all.
I have my own reasons... valid, concrete and ...and... bla bla bla..

Well sometimes when the feel is there you will pen down the words even though time doesn't permit you... but when the urge together with the feel is not around you tend to delete all sentences that you wtite...

that's me... and my feel in writing...
Trying to find n create da mood...

Let's see will I survive these few hours with at least an entry... haahah