Friday, April 27, 2012

The TWISTs and TURNs of Life

Have been texting Ed on dad's current condition. Glad to know that he finally asleep. I guess he has not been sleeping since his admission on Tuesday, 24 April 2012. Its very worrying to got to know that he starts 'meracau' and 'merepek' - when in actual fact he's not that kinda person. I keep on telling myself its merely lack of good sleep... Only that.... no other reason!

As mentioned by Ed, the doc did ct scan on his lungs. At first, they suspected a serious infection or existence of blood clot due to the fracture. Alhamdulillah, the infection is not serious. We thought the infection must due to his caughing for the past 3 days.There is also some improvement on his breathing. Still on oxygen mask but doc said the reading of his breathing is now consistent with the pulse.

In the meantime, his other half is due for brachy. Posptponed twice, Prof Fuad said she must undergo brachy within this week. They have done a few 'corrections' on her blood with all those drips. I could see both her hands are damn swollen. Too many injections taking sample of blood, sodium drips, and even sometimes she's on blood drip as well. I understand clearly that its for the prrpose of the treatment. She gotta complete everything. Prof said the tumor has reduced tremendously. That's a bit of good news to celebrate eh? But it means a lot more if he is in good condition. As it is now, she must be given all the positive support. 2 of her ward mates passed away last few days.... one of them was just opposite her.

Its quite a tough moment what we are facing now.Three of us (Joe, Ed and myself) have never discussed on what's happening now openly. We are actually reading each other's hearts and minds. So far, having the same blood running in us, we managed to undestand each other effectively. We are grasping for positive vibes within 3 of us..

God must love 3 of us so much! To my 2 brothers, hang in there... whatever the ending is, HE knows what's the best for us....

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